About Me

All the fractal art is mine.  Another reason I want a blog is so I can display some of my CG art work.  It’s a great place to compile my images, instead of having to search for them in a dozen or so files from over the years.

I’m an introvert.  That’s just me and I like who I am.

I have type 2 diabetes. I’ve had warning strokes in the past but quit smoking and have had no problems since (that I know of).  After the last serious TIA (mini-stroke) I kind of unraveled and had to go on disability.  Whether it was the stroke or the abuse, I don’t know – could be both, but I was having trouble controlling my temper around people who were deliberately mean to me.  I know when people are being mean.  I can feel it … everyone can feel when someone’s being mean to them.  I react, and pulling back and tamping down my temper, became harder to manage.  It would have been just a matter of time before I blew up and possibly lost my job.  But also, I didn’t want to blow up at anyone, especially people I care about.  But then, it would serve them right for being mean.  We all have to be reminded now and then to watch how we treat others.

I was diagnosed with PTSD, which is not uncommon given the level of abuse I endured in my first marriage.  Those are the main issues in my life.  Actually, the strokes and diabetes are the primary issues.  Anything physical related must be a priority.

I’m on medical cannabis for anxiety, insomnia, and leg cramps at night.  The cannabis helps, immensely.  If I’m in a nursing home, someone please make sure I get my daily pot and my glass of wine.  And WIFI with a great laptop, or whatever new gadget is out at that time, and if there’s technology that I can use to manipulate a computer with my mind, then get that.  Also, insist on my party poker account and access to my money. Please.

I’m a night owl and proud of it.  (It’s currently 2:24 AM)

I’m a humanist. And no, that’s not a cult.